So far...

Ok, so for a while now I've been confused and honestly considering the fact that there must be something wrong with me. Zack has yet to kiss me or make an advance towards having sex.. I mean what are we 15 again?!? For christ's sake we are both 20 yrs old what does it take for a girl to at least get a kiss around here?!? I mean he has been the sweetest and most considerate guy I've ever been around considering my guard has been on higher alert than the bombing on September 11th and I've been very distant with him. I went to go visit him in Virginia Beach the other weekend and he was too cute. He had a Navy hoodie, a bottle of wine, and a sweet note on the coffee table for me when I got up there before he got home from work. The entire weekend was great, but I was sure sleeping in the same bed with him would definitely provoke at least a kiss...nope just cuddling like I was a little cute fluffy teddybear. Now he has been home a couple of weekends now with no action what so ever just sweet outings. Fortunately all of my questions were answered this past weekend when he stayed over. It just kinda finally happened like something out of a chick flick... we were watching a movie and he just grabbed my chin and kissed me then one thing led to another. Of course I had to ruin the moment afterwards and ask "what the hell took you so long"...lol... his response was the cutest ever..."well I just didn't want you to think that was all I wanted from you. I wanted a real relationship this time". I know, I know 'awwwww' right? but I couldn't help but laugh becuz it was something out of a teen movie. It had been a month and damn it I was getting frustrated waiting this long...so what if that makes me sound like a fast nympho but I have needs too damn it! lol